Recovery

Taking a day to recover after what has been a manic couple of weeks. Feeling a tad rundown and out of sorts this week, although I’ve been told by multiple people at work that I look well and I have a spring in my step!

I feel in a daze at the moment and even the familiarity of work isn’t helping with that. The weirdest part of it all is my anxiety; I’m physically in fight or flight mode but mentally I feel surprisingly calm. This isn’t the first time this has happened but when I mentioned this to my counsellor many months ago, she even seemed to think it was strange! My immediate thought was oh, God, there really is something weird and wrong with me (no jokes, please), so if anyone else has ever experienced this, please do let me know!

I know it’s just an adjustment period and I will settle in time, but I really would like a decent night of sleep. That’s not too much to ask is it? I’m reaching the point where I may fall asleep mid-transaction at work.

I’m very lucky to have people that have arranged this day off last minute for me so I’m going to try and use it wisely. I might take a stroll around, as long as the weather holds out, grab a few bits for my room, get paperwork sorted for my passport (officially the most expensive passport ever) but most importantly, just relax